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B4Risingdawn

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I'm pretty sure a whole two years have passed since the last time I was active on here, which is a bit wild. Or a lot of wild.
To update: I'm now only semester away from graduating college! Holy shit!
Since my last post I was trained as a barista at my job, and then a shift-supervisor, I broke up with my old boyfriend and started dating someone significantly better for me - we've now been together a year and he moved in with me a couple months ago, which has been WONDERFUL. I started learning karate and it became a huge and essential part of who I am. I traveled across the country by myself and spent four months in the wilderness of Oregon, from which I'll be posting pictures today! I became ridiculously passionate and angry about social and environmental issues; I became significantly more serious about my art and my writing; I started living on my own for the first time; I shaved both sides of my head and then chopped all of my hair off; I became addicted to video games and then broke the addiction; I started playing Magic the Gathering (which is super fun) and wrote a real shitty novel in the span of a month.
It's been a looong couple years, but so incredibly fun and I've learned so much and grown so much. This last semester will probably be hard, but I'm hoping to have some great art to post on here when it's all over with!
Here's to hoping I actually have followers left!
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So

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it's been a long time, Deviantart. Since my last post in the spring, one of my close high school friends, both of my grandpas, and my cat passed away, I started studying Buddhism more seriously, changed my majors and entire career plan, worked 2 terrible summer jobs, found a serious part time job at a coffee shop, started my first ever serious relationship, totaled my car, and considered dropping out of college.
To summarize, it's been crazy, and I have not taken very many photos. All recent photography is from my new iPhone and is not good enough for this site, although they are important to me, as memories. I have not been doing traditional art outside of class, but may post some of that later if I feel like it's good enough.
Mayhaps, over Christmas break, something magical will come from my hands or camera, but until then, continue on good people and check back in and have a lovely holiday.
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Well

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This is my first time home in a month and a half, which is weird for me, living a half hour from home. First time I've been homesick since starting college.
But I just told my parents, finally, after about a year of holding it off, that I don't consider myself a Christian right now, and that I don't even believe in God right now. Pretty hard conversation to have…especially with my mom, because she's very religious, involved in the women's ministry in my church and on praise team and the like…but it needed to happen. She's treating me like normal though, so that's good. No crying, no screaming. No shunning.
My dad didn't even care at all, but he's more like me, intellectual and open-minded.
So anyways. I just wanted to write that out because this is an important day to me. Have a lovely weekend everybody :)
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My soul is tired and the sky is overcast.
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Tagged by :iconivoryia:
1. - You must posts these rules.
2. - Each person has to share 10 things about them
3. - Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4. - Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal
5. - Go to their page to inform them they are tagged
6. - Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
7. - You have to legitimately tag 10 people..or as many as you can...
8. - No tag-backs
9. - You can't say that you don't do tags.
10. - YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.

LovieLovetree's questions for me are

1. What do you do your do do for do living? (What do you do for living?)
I am a student currently, in my first year of college/university. I mean, I work at a bookstore, but it doesn't really count.

2. Tell me something interesting about your pets. If you don't have any, make an imaginary one!
Wellllllll I have a cat named Sadie who has this weird preoccupation with hair ties. She would take mine off of their hanger at night and drag them around the house and I would find them underneath dressers and couches all the time.

3. Do you have any phobias? (I find fears interesting since I have so many myself).
I actually don't have any like...physical world phobias. I mean, I am slightly uncomfortable around revolving doors and I will never in my life use a tanning bed, but other than that my fears are all psychological. I am afraid of weakness, primarily, but we won't go any deeper than that.

4. What do you enjoy the most in this world? You can name more than one thing :) (Smile)
A good book, a cup of earl gray tea, and a friend to go on adventures with.

5. What's your favorite entertainment?
BOOKS WOOHOO
Also music.

6. Do you read books or watch any shows? Which do you recommend?
I've just started watching a show called Sleepy Hollow, which is magnificent, and I've just finished reading a book called "The Elegance of the Hedgehog" which was translated into English from French and it's perfection. A bit of a slower read, but worth it, I think.

7. Do you have any big plans?
To travel! As much as possible. I'm definitely going to England someday...and hopefully Italy and France and Poland and Germany and the Netherlands and...

8. How do you want your future to be?
Full of travel, art, coffee/tea, learning and adventures, books and beautiful men...I guess men is optional though.

9. Do you spend enough time with your family?
Not so much now that I'm not living at home...but when I am home, I definitely do. My family is a pretty good family.

10. If you could choose between pokémon being real or finding a cure for cancer, which pokémon would you choose?
I'm confused as to whether I should be choosing between cancer or Pokemon. In reality I'd choose curing cancer and I also don't know any Pokemon except Snorlax and Pikachu...

But anyways I'm not going to do the second part of this, the tagging other people because I can't even think of 10 people to tag...

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